Im so tired......... and no sleep comes tonight, lord knows I need it, but the roommate is snoring so damn loud that sleep is impossible.
The lady I am currently taking care of however is sleeping soundly and that is what counts ( right).
Im so pissed off and irritable that all I could do is come here and type until my eyes close. It never fails that the one time you really need sleep you cant get it.
We have an appt tomorrow at 1 for some bone treatment, and then maybe I can come home and rest. (ugh) the appt times suck and Im not doing this for the pay but damn it sure helps. I feel unappreciated and underpaid on some days and others I feel good about what I am doing and am glad to help out. The girlfried of the lady I care for is a pain in the ass she bitches about the stupidest shit . Never happy with anything just negative all the time, sometimes I think she wants M to just die and not try to beat this illness that has taken over her body. Its the most unfair thing I have ever seen. She is the single most selfish person I think I have ever had the time of day with, nasty attitude and unrelenting anger with her its hard to deal but if I leave no one will be here for M.
Her caretaker is a friend of mine and we are couped up in a 8 by 10 room with little or no privacy to have time alone, and my wonderful hubs is supposed to be coming down but money is tight and its probably not going to happen. (sucks)
My son rolled his truck on halloween , More on that when tomorrow comes.
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